Insanity

If the definition of insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results, I've got your crazy person right here. This Wednesday I'm going to get the balloon thing done again. I'm actually hoping for the same results, just longer lasting. Not the pain, although I'm expecting that, but last time it actually did clear me up for a few days and noticeably improved the headaches. So, I'm going to try it again, and hope that it's a little more permanent. After all, I've only got three more neck muscles to go, so if I don't get a miracle cure soon, I've pretty much just wasted a bunch of time and money, and you know that's unprecedented. He was willing to do it on my last visit, but I chickened out because I thought it might be better if I was more prepared for it. Ha! Now I've spent the last few days dreading it. One of these days I'm going to remember that I don't get braver as time goes on. He did tell me an inspiring story about a 10-year-old boy who had it done, didn't cry, and came through with flying colors. I've never said that I was braver than a 10-year-old, and on Wednesday, I'm pretty sure I'll prove it!